fetishes

I have a particular fetish that many will think is odd.
I dig blood.
I like seeing it on my skin, the contrast is really arousing to me.
I like to see it dripped on various body parts during sex.
I have hesitated to even mention this for fear that people will think that i have jumped on the Vampire Bandwagon.
I have no desire to drink some one's blood.
And I have never even seen or read Twilight.
The fetish comes from an incident many years ago when a man was going down on me and he got a nosebleed.
Before we noticed the blood was everywhere.
Between my legs, on my breasts.......
Just thinkng about it turns me on.
It is a little awkward to bring up, and most of the guys that i have mentioned this to, say "Uuumm, no I'm not into that".
I see an ad on CL for a guy looking for a kinky girl.
Bingo!!
I'm kinky, this could work out perfectly.
I email him back, we exchange a few emails about what we like etc etc...
I go all in and tell him about my blood fetish.
He tells me "I don't think I can do that " "If you want to put on a strap on and fuck me, make me drink your pee, whip me, make me have sex with a dog I'm in. But blood crosses my boundaries".
What the fuck???
You will engage in bestiality, but you won't let me drip some of my own blood on your cock??
He made me feel like I was the freak!!
I have since found one guy that was into it, well somewhat into it. I'll call him G.
He wouldn't let me cut myself, so he cut his own wrist and we dripped the blood all over us and had some very hot sex.
I liked G, he was definitely fun in bed.
I have since got the impression that he is a little unhinged.
Him being unhinged is probably the reason he was willing to cut his wrist for me
It was HOT, I'd love to someday be in a relationship where we could incorporate that into our bedroom activities from time to time.